Javert, refreshed from his time at home, is soon thinking of ways to repair his relationship with Valjean. In a moment of uncharacteristic cowardice, he considers simply slipping a note into the convict's hand...but is not entirely sure the man can read. And if the note fell into the wrong hands...Javert finds himself promoted upon his return, so he sends an underling to bring Valjean to his room.
Valjean follows the officer silently, not sure what to expect, though not bothering to keep a positive outlook. It was likely rape or a beating he had to look forward to.
Javert is sitting on his 'new' chair, hands folded in front of him, shoulders hunched. He gestures for Valjean to sit on the narrow cot. "Don't look at me like that. I'm not here to hurt you."
Valjean sits down, not saying a word. He keeps his expression blank. Seeing Javert still hurts a little.
Javert is startled and ashamed to find that he can't meet the other's eyes. "...I brought you here to apologize. ...I'm sorry."
Valjean opened his mouth as if to say something but nothing came out. He was floored. "I..." he frowned, trying to catch Javert's eyes. "You mean that?"
Javert finally raises his face, hands still folded. His eyes are full of all the intensity of inexpressible emotion. "Yes," he says, rather superfluously.
Valjean nodded, unable to keep his gaze for long. He stared down at his hands, clenched in his lap. He was fighting back tears. Before the apology he hadn't realized how much this had been eating at him.
Javert, on impulse, almost leaps off the chair, kneeling in front of the cot. He takes one of Valjean's massive hands, pressing it to his face. He turns to the side, offering his face for a blow.
Valjean presses his other hand to Javert's face, fingers curling behind his neck to pull him into a kiss.
"Ahh..." Javert's need to be punished, to have his body suffer for wronging Valjean, becomes overwhelming. He twists away, stripping off his shirt, kneeling with his bared back to the other.
Valjean's fingers stroke down his back gently. Slowly, he wraps his arms around Javert's shoulders, fingers exploring the young man's muscular chest.
Javert finds himself getting hard, tears streaming down his face. He shakes his head vigorously, unable to express what he wants, needs, from the other man.
Valjean frowns at Javert's apparent frustration, holding him tightly, pulling him against his chest. "Javert..."
"Hurt me, damn you! Why won't you..." Javert struggles against the strong arms, hurting himself.
Valjean dug his fingernails in a little, trying to still Javert, and giving him a little pain. He wasn't sure exactly what to do with someone who wanted to be hurt. He'd fought before, but ... that was different.
Javert nods, cock getting fully erect, pulling against the nails a little. "...better..." he sighs.
"I... don't know how to.." Valjean manages, face buried in Javert's dark hair.
Javert looks up, twisting his neck around. "...I'm sorry...I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable."
Valjean smiles a little, nestling his cheek against Javert's jaw. "It's alright."
Javert turns in Valjean's arms so he's facing the larger man, eyes shining with the need for comfort and forgiveness.
Valjean can practically feel his heart melting. Javert always seemed cold and impenetrable as a guard, but he was really just a boy. He was tired and alone and scared. Valjean kissed his cheek softly. "It's alright." he repeated.
Javert nods, clearly relieved. One lean hand slips between Valjean's thighs; he's not sure how else to show his gratitude, relief or caring.
The other man groaned quietly, arching his back. He pushed Javert back onto the bed, starting to strip off his clothing.
Javert cooperates completely, helping where he can, narrow chest heaving with anticipation. His hands grope for whatever part of his lover is within reach.
Valjean finishes undressing and helps Javert strip, kissing every inch of newly revealed skin.
Javert moans, rolling onto his front, hands clasped behind him as though restrained by invisible handcuffs, presenting himself.
Valjean's mouth slid down Javert's front to nibble down his hard stomach. He slowly took the other's erection in his mouth, eyes closing with pleasure.
Javert allows himself to be flipped. He hopes he can hold back; much as he likes being blown (and figuring this is Valjean's first), he really wants to be fucked right now.
Valjean drew his teeth up the darker man's shaft, none too gently.
Javert cries out at the unexpected sensation, his eyes locking with his lover's.
Valjean's eyes glitter a little, mischievously. He covers the other's member with his mouth completely again, biting at the base and dragging his teeth up the length of Javert's erection.
Javert shrieks, covering his mouth with a hand to muffle the sound. Pre-cum beads the tip of his cock, head flying back, trying not to thrust and risk damage.
Valjean raises his head, flushed and looking oddly triumphant.
"No no no! Don' stop!" Javert slurs, sounding almost drunk.
Grinning, he takes the other's cock in his mouth again, this time running his tongue and teeth over the other's head slowly.
Javert has most of his hand stuffed in his mouth to quiet himself; he likes his blows rougher than most men are comfortable giving or taking. His face goes red as he draws close.
Valjean bites at the base of Javert's head experimentally, with enough force to bruise, though he's still sucking to take some of the pressure off.
Tears fill Javert's eyes, as he's totally unsure whether it's pain or pleasure that he's feeling. With a careful half-buck, Javert comes in Valjean's mouth, back arching before he collapses in a sweating heap back to the cot.
Valjean swallows, a few drops dribbling down his chin. He's panting a little too, face flushed. He strokes one finger up Javert's dwindling length, laying next to him.
Eyes heavy lidded, Javert burrows into the massive chest, moaning a little at the final contact. For a few minutes, it's all he can do to breathe.
"I didn't hurt you badly, did I?" Valjean whispered into the other's soft hair, undoing the hair ribbon to let the dark waves loose.
Javert shakes his head slowly and heavily, rolling so he can look at Valjean. "...it was perfect. Most men wouldn't risk that."
He smiled, kissing the other man softly.
Javert kisses back eagerly, firming a little already. "...thank you." he murmurs, a single tear rolling down his cheek.
Valjean wiped the tear away gently. "I... thank you, Javert. I'm sorry."
"...what do you have to be sorry for?"
"The way I reacted after we were found. For some of what I said." he drew his fingers through the roma's long hair. "I wish I hadn't hurt you"
Javert shakes his head. "I deserved every word, all of it. I wronged you..." Javert gives a little purr, nestling into the petting-hand, hardening a little more. "Me too."
Valjean kissed the other, pulling the lean boy onto his chest. His fingers tugged at Javert's hair a little, completely tangled up in it.
Javert laughs. "Careful. You wouldn't be the first it's eaten."
Valjean laughed softly. "I can tell. It's so thick and soft..." he strokes it, wonderingly. His own greying hair was kept short, as prisoners' hair usually was.
Javert playfully rolls into the position he assumed earlier, offering himself.
Valjean keeps one hand in Javert's hair, as if holding reins. He straddles Javert, nudging his still-erect cock against the other's entrance.
"...yessss.." Javert's head is tugged back a little, a sensation he quite enjoys. His hands are still 'cuffed' on his back, so he can reach back a little and stroke Valjean's chest.
"Do you have any oil?" Valjean murmured, still teasing the other's entrance.
Javert moans with desire and frustration, gesturing wildly under the cot.
Valjean leans over the edge, grabbing a small bottle and pouring some into his palm to lube himself up. He watches Javert writhe with need, practically dripping with pre-cum already
Javert fights to hold his (unusually submissive...) position, groaning now.
Valjean slid his now oiled length into the other's tight ass, groaning.
"...ah!" Javert cries, forcing his mouth lower so his paper-thin pillow muffles him. He rocks against Valjean, straining to take as much as he can, quickly.
The other is sheathed completely now, practically trembling. He starts to rock his hips as slowly as he can bear, wanting it to last forever.
Javert fights to match Valjean's pace, biting his lip with need and urgency.
The prisoner cried out a little as he slid completely in again, brushing Javert's prostate. His fingers tightened in the officer's hair, pulling back and forcing him out of the pillow.
Javert, arched and pinned to just this side of pain, can't really move, forced to let Valjean work him, nearly helpless. His cock, already slick with come, is almost painfully hard.
Valjean forces himself completely inside the other again and again, his thin hips nearly bruising Javert's ass. He keeps one hand tangled in the other, but the other goes to grab the roma's wrists, pinning them hard to Javert's back.
Javert, who had of course put his wrists in that position for just such a reason, is forced over the edge, bucking and rocking as best he can, biting his lip to keep from screaming his orgasm.
Valjean feels the other tighten around his length and has to clap a hand over his own mouth to keep himself from screaming. His hips buck wildly for a few seconds before he collapses on top of Javert
Javert's eyes roll, and he sprawls over the bed, drenched in various fluids.
Valjean groans, managing to flop off of the smaller man and collapse in a heap of limbs and sticky fluids
Javert laughs wildly; he knows that tonight, of all nights, he won't be heard or bothered--a prisoner was executed, so all the guards are drunk.
Valjean chuckles, groaning with pleasure. His muscles are getting stiff from using them in ways they aren't used to being used anymore.
Javert worms out from under Valjean, nudging the larger man onto his front. "I'll massage you."
Valjean groaned. "Oh god that feels good." he arched back into Javert's skilled hands. "Mmmmm..."
Javert smiles; he appreciates lovers who want more than sex. He grabs the bottle of oil (it's multipurpose!) applying some to the broad, scarred back. "Mmm...so handsome. I bet you hear that a lot."
"Hardly." he murmured, eyes fluttering closed. "Remember where we are." he reminded his lover.
Javert raises an eyebrow. "In this place a handsome or pretty man has great value. More, perhaps, than..." he gestures vaguely outside the prison compound.
Valjean looked over his shoulder at Javert, smirking. "I haven't been called handsome for a few years. Nor have I had a lover beyond you, for the same amount of time."
Javert is a little unsettled by the smirk, blushing faintly. "...well....I didn't think anyone would...could...take advantage of you...but surely....there are other situations?"
He shook his head. "Not here." he sat up a little, rolling under Javert so that he was on his back. "You're beautiful, Javert."
Javert looks away, still not at ease. "....I understand. But to be alone...isn't that worse?"
"I'd rather be alone." he smiled sadly, touching the side of the roma's face.
Javert physically cannot understand this. To be alone is to be less than a person, to be dead. "I'm...sorry..." he murmurs, covering the hand with his own.
"Why?" Valjean sat up, leaning back against Javert's headboard, the gypsy in his lap. "I'm alright. And now I have you." he nestled against Javert's chest.
Javert's eyes close, in raptures at being pressed against a large, warm, naked mass. "You...know that I am Roma. I have never been alone in my life, not for one second." he doesn't mention the whipping. "...I could never...even..." he clears his throat, sounding close to tears, as he reveals his secret. "...even the rape is better than being alone."
Valjean wrapped his arms around Javert tightly. He wasn't sure what to say. "I'm here." he murmurs, stroking the young man's dark hair.
Javert nods, not able to speak, or needing to. His hand finds and clutches Valjean's free one, almost asleep. "...we have the morning together, too. You'd better be ready."
He chuckled softly. "Nothing in my life could prepare me." he kissed the other's neck and ear.
Javert mutters something about yellow flowers, and is asleep.
Valjean smiles, closing his eyes and relaxing against the warm skin. He stroked Javert's hair until he fell asleep.
Javert woke up to an uncomfortable lump poking into his back. He squirms, trying to get the lump out of his spine, still half asleep.
The squirming elicited a groan from the warm body beneath him.
The Roma smiles, rolling to kiss Valjean. "Mmm...pleasant dreams?" he teases.
Valjean groaned again, smiling sleepily. He kissed back softly. "Mmm yes. I dreamed I was going to wake up with a beautiful young man laying on top of me."
Javert smiles feyly, climbing onto the larger man. "Gypsies are known for making dreams come true...with tricks, of course."
"Is this a trick?" Valjean grinned up at him, putting his hands behind his head. "Are you merely slight of hand?" he teased.
The Roma only smiles harder, creeping down Valjean until his lips hover over the lump. "Hello there," he says conversationally to Valjean's cock, "How are you this morning? A little dry, you say? Yes. I concur."
Valjean blushed. "Wha- ohhhhh..." he managed.
Javert gathers saliva in his mouth a moment, before rolling his mouth down over the organ, leaving a bead of spit gathered on the head.
Valjean's hips bucked up into the other's mouth. His fingers clutched at the pillows. "Ja-javert..." he panted.
"...yes?" Javert says innocently, licking Valjean's head. He rests his hands on the other's hips, pinning him as best he can.
"Please don't stop..." he begged, pleading helplessly. "Oh please..."
"Never. Not until..." his words are cut off as he slides his mouth further, Valjean's head hitting the back of his throat without issue
The other choked on a scream, writhing under Javert's hands, gasping. It didn't take him long to cum.
Javert swallows each drop, catlike, licking Valjean's head clean, before laying across the other's chest, smiling at him.
Valjean could hardly catch his breath, his broad chest heaving beneath Javert. "Dieu." he managed.
Javert smiles, curling onto the chest, yawning a little. "...now nothing will poke me for a while."
"Mmmm." Valjean murmured, kissing Javert's ear softly. "Not for a long time." he nestled warmly with the other for awhile. "Javert... tell me about how you grew up. What was it like?" he asked.
"...better not be toooo long..." Javert laughs. "Where should I start?"
"The beginning." he grinned.
"What do you know of my people, of the Roma?"
"Only what I've heard. And most of it's just rumours, gossip, lies." he flushed a little, stroking Javert's dark chest.
Javert shrugs, trying not to purr at the touch. "Tell me, please. I know it's not how you feel." He laughs, touching the hand on his chest, the dampness of the cot. "
“...clearly."
"Well, that they steal children, that they abuse them and treat their own like slaves.. that they're thieves and murderers." he murmured, apologetically.
Javert laughs. "Have you heard the word gadje?"
He shook his head. "No.. what does it mean?"
"It's used to describe non-Roma. Literally, it means "mark"; someone to get easy money from." The boy's eyes darken, and he lowers his voice conspiratorially. "There is always a grain of truth to myths. That's...part of why I'm here."
"Oh?" Valjean's eyes widen a little and he smiles, feeling quite special to be privy to Javert's plans.
"In my clan...we have roles. They are selected by the elders, based on need and predisposition. It was...decided...that I would join the French police force. I've been here six months, as you know. For six months before, I lived alone, for the first time in my life, forging a French identity."
Valjean trailed his fingertips up Javert's shoulder gently, rubbing the other's beautiful dark skin. The creases in his forehead deepened as he frowned. "That must have been hard."
Javert gives a grounding sigh, nuzzling into the hand. "I'm...glad I have you."
"I'm glad too." Valjean smiled, wrapping his strong arms around the soft boy, tucking Javert's head under his chin.
Javert rolls over, showing his lightly scarred bare back, wondering if Valjean will notice.
Valjean's fingers traced the scars slowly, his hand cool against Javert's back. He'd noticed them before... it was difficult not to when he'd been riding Javert. "These look pretty old." he murmured softly. "You must have been young."
"I was five."
"What happened?" he kissed the other's shoulder, still stroking the scars.
Javert hardens a little, shifting so as not to squish his cock. "When every Roma child is five..." he halts, painfully. "...he or she is taken into the woods, tied to a tree and whipped. He or she must then find their way home. Alone." He says this flatly, as emotionlessly as he can.
Valjean pulls the other up against his chest tightly. Though the other is trying to stay cold about it, Valjean didn't miss the painful catch in his voice. "Why?" he whispered.
"It's simple. To prepare us. If we're ever captured by gad--by non-Roma--we have to be ready. For pain, for fear, for being tied up alone."
Valjean kissed Javert's forehead gently. "I'm sorry..." he stroked the roma's dark hair, running his fingers through the thick waves.
"I'm not," he whispers.
"Mon amant." he breathed into the dark hair, sighing.
"Je t'aime. ...what else would you like to know?"
"Whatever you'd like to tell me." he nestled against Javert's strong shoulder. His arm snaked around the roma's waist.
Javert rolls so he's on his back again, showing his erection.
Valjean's hand trailed down the young man's flat stomach, threading through the thick hair between his legs and curling his fingers around Javert's cock.
"...mmm....that's all I'd like to say, for now."
"Mmm." Valjean's smile turned almost to a smirk and he drew his hand up the hard length of Javert's erection. "That's fine. We don't need words." he kissed the other's shoulder and neck.
Javert groans, gripping the cot as he fights not to buck. Sweat beads on his upper lip. "...are you going to tease me?"
"Tease?" he asked, cocking his head to the side slightly, smiling almost mischieviously, looking suddenly younger. His hand didn't stop it's slow, powerful strokes.
"Mmm..." Valjean practically purred, watching his lover. He bent his head, taking the tip of Javert's cock in his mouth, eyes on the roma.
Javert's head flies back, mouth gaping in a silent scream. He's awed by the size of Valjean's mouth.
Valjean's eyes half close with pleasure as he watches Javert buck beneath him. "Mnnn." he purred around a mouthful of his lover.
Javert, who is quite large, finds his cock lost in the cavern of his lover's mouth.
The older man suppressed his reflexive gag, running his tongue and teeth over the other. One hand slid between the other's thighs, brushing against the tight ring of muscle beneath the other's genitals.
"...god..." Javert lifts his hips, guiding the hand further back to his ass. He begins to thrust against Valjean's mouth.
Valjean allowed a couple thrusts before closing his teeth on the other gently, warningly. He slid a knuckle into the other, pressing hard into the tight muscle.
Javert freezes, biting his lip again to keep still. His ass tightens around the finger, moaning freely now.
Valjean curls the finger to find the bundle of nerves, working the tips of his fingers over it rhythmically. His head bobbed a little to give Javert the friction he needed, teeth scraping, tongue exploring.
Javert murmurs "ohgodohgod" over and over, before bucking yet again, coming frantically into Valjean's mouth.
The older man swallowed every drop, cheeks a little flushed as he pulled away, sitting over Javert. "Dieu..." he murmured, watching the other pant, dark skin damp with sweat. "You're beautiful."
"...I only wish I could've lasted longer..."
"You can have me every night." Valjean chuckled, laying down next to the younger man.
Javert flashes him a look, strangely open and almost innocent. "...if only. I meant what I said, earlier."
"Oh?" he raised an eyebrow, smiling contentedly.
"No matter where you go, no matter who you become, I will find you."
He flushed. "Find me...?"
"Well, you have to leave here, some day."
"Yes, of course. And so will you. What do you mean, find me?" he chuckled, cheeks still hot.
"You will run. I will chase." He's almost drunk with post-orgasmic relaxation.
"And what will you do when you find me." he practically moaned.
"...find a wall." Javert laughs, "and drop my trousers."
Valjean chuckled. "And when I'm an old man, how will I manage to pick you up like that?" he smirked, flushed.
"Those muscles of yours will never dwindle."
He laughed softly, kissing Javert. "Je t'aime, mon petit."
A little taken aback by the term, Javert peers at Valjean. "Mon grand."
He smiles, eyes closing. When he smiles, he looks a lot younger.
"...do you ever think about what your life might have been? If you weren't here, I mean."
"I try not to." he shook his head.
Javert nods, "I'm sorry...did you always like men?”
"I'd never thought about it until I came here..." he admitted. "And you?"
Javert laughs. "I thought as much...in my culture, it is good and proper for young men to sleep with young men, and women with women, until marriage. Of course...some never marry."
"…proper?" he looked a bit puzzled.
"Young people have certain needs, certain desires. Being with someone of the same gender doesn't lead to pregnancy." Javert's accent has thickened, without him noticing.
Valjean nodded, considering this. "It makes sense, I suppose... I've never... thought about it, is all."
Javert smiles playfully. "That's because you're French." His face hardens a little. "To allow a young woman, a child, to raise a baby alone...and to blame it on her..."
Valjean nodded, laughing painfully. "I know, Javert. Believe me."
Javert bows his head. "Of course, I'm sorry. I read your file."
Valjean sighed, resting his head against Javert's shoulder. "Nothing can be done to change that." Javert pulls as much of the larger man against him as he can.
Valjean gives him a grin, pulling himself on top of Javert and flattening the smaller man, resting his chin on the other's dark chest.
Squashed, Javert gives a little 'mirf' sound, gazing wonderingly at Valjean. "...how do you do it?"
He chuckled softly, getting on his hands and knees so Javert could breath easier. "Do what?" he kissed the roma's forehead.
"You never...seem to regret, or blame, or...or hate."
"I do." he frowned a little. "Of course I do. But I'd rather spend my time with you smiling." he stroked Javert's chest gently. "There's nothing I can do to help them now."
Javert laughs, loudly and helplessly. Finally, brushing tears from his eyes, he gasps, "This world needs more men like you, it truly does. But please, don't hid yourself from me. Even the hard things, the painful things. I want to know it all." He blushes a little; he's not usually one for speeches like this.
Valjean lays next to Javert, hugging the younger man to his chest. "I'm not hiding myself, mon beau." he murmured. "I only realize our time is limited... I'd much rather we spent it happy."
Javert doesn't know what to say, so he just presses himself into the other's chest. "Je t'aime."
"Je t'aime aussi, mon petit." Valjean murmurs into the other's thick hair.
"...mais je ne comprend pas." He laughs again. "No one's ever called me -that- before, certainly."
"I don't imagine anyone else has been bigger than you... my little one." he chuckled, teasingly.
"Certainly not! ...until I came here. Is it a rule that to be a con--here...one has to be excessively large?"
"Hm, I don't think so." he grinned. "Otherwise no one is living up to my standards." he pulled Javert on top of himself with a grin.
Javert laughs. "That's true enough."